AYOKO NA. . .

nagkaroon ng fieldtrip ang pinsan ko dito sa Cebu nung Feb. 3..tinawagan nya ako nung gbi ng Feb. 3 kasi gusto nya maghang out o "nytlyf" kunohay..humindi ako nung una dahil pagod na pagod ako nung araw na yan pero di nya ako tinantanan sa kakatext at kakatawag..kesyo wala raw silang alam ng kanyang mga kasama sa mga magandang puntahan dito pag gabi..ayoko talaga sana e kasi unang una,masakit ang katawan ko tapos may quiz pa kinabukasan atsaka di ko naman hilig ang nightlife e..hehe..pero naisip ko na minsan lang naman na pumunta dito ang pinsan ko kaya pinagbigyan ko na lang..usapan namin e 9pm magkikita kaya hinanda ko na sarili ko..tamang tama at walking distance lang ang hotel nila mula sa bahay kaya naglakad na lang ako papunta doon..pumunta kami sa Mango Ave..pagdating namin doon e wala pa masyadong tao dahil maaga pa naman kaya napagkasunduan nila na magvideoke muna sandali habang me konting tagay(d ako kasali sa tagay..hehe)..tumagal kame doon ng mahigit isang oras at tamang tama paglabas namin e marami na ring tao na andoon para gumimik..pumasok kame sa PUMP..ayun,lahat na nagsasayawan,nag iinuman,naglalandian,at meron pang nananyanching..hahaha..nakakatuwang mag observe pero habang tumatagal e nagugustuhan ko na ring sumali at makipagsiksikan..haha at yun na nga ang nangyari,nawalan na ako ng hiya dahil medyo tinamaan na ako..lol..inabot kame ng hanggang alas kwatro ng madaling araw..umuwi kameng me mga amats pero kaya pa naman. .napakasaya pa rin..haha

at dahil sa nightlife na yan e namiss ko ang 50 items quiz ko sa major subject ko..huhu..tinanghali na kasi ako ng gising..kalagot!!..patay na ako nito..bagsak na..waaahhh..

dahil sa nangyari,pinapangako kong ayoko na magnightlife..wala un maidudulot na kabutihan saken..haha..sana lang mapanindigan ko..hahahaha

i haven't been posted anything here since last october i think. . .that's because i forgot my email so as my password..see how crazy i am to forget my own email!!shame on me!. . .

anyway,i have something to ask for those who will read this..

"IS IT IMPORTANT TO HAVE A CONSTANT COMMUNICATION FOR THE FRIENDSHIP TO LAST?!WHAT IF THE COMMUNICATION WAS GONE FOR QUITE SOMETIME?DOES IT MEAN THAT THE FRIENDSHIP'S GONE TOO?!"

before,i used to believe that even though you don't communicate or talk to each other much,the friendship and the closeness remain still but as what i've encountered recently made this belief a big mistake...i've realized that no matter how hectic your schedules are,you should find time to keep in touch with your friends for the sake of your friendship..

hahai....am i right?!LOL...peace friend!!

HAPPY RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK. . .

Today is the first day of RAMADHAN(the holy month of muslims)....

Ang buwan ng ramadhan ay ang buwan ng pag aayuno(murag tru)..ito ang buwan kung saan ang mga kapatid nating muslim ay hindi kumakain o umiinom mula pagsikat ng araw hanggang sa paglubog nito bilang "sacrifice" para mabawasan ang kanilang kasalanan..hehe..tama bah?!tama rin cguru..

ngayong ramadhan,nais kong humingi ng kapatawaran sa lahat ng mga taong nasaktan ko o sumama ang loob dahil sa ginawa ko..SORRY sa inyu..patawad..

magbabago na ako pramis!.hehe..sori ulit...and again,


HAPPY RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK!!!!

A SONG FOR MAMA......

Maybe by posting this would help relieve myself from missing my mom so much..hehe

this song is so special to me....all the lines in this song is exactly wat ifeel and wat i wanna say to my mother..

"you taught me everything and everything you've given me,i always keep it inside. you are the driving force in my lyf"...

She is definitely the driving force in my life..because of her,I am still here facing the challenges of life because she taught me how to stand up tall and fight for my future....

"you took up for me when everyone was downin me,you always did understand..you gave me strength to go on"...

She's the only one who understands me and cheers me up when everything seems to be falling apart....

"you were there for me to love and care for me when the skies were grey,whenever i was down you were always there to comfort me..and no one else can be what u have been to me,you will always be..you will always be the girl in my life for all time"...

She never fails to let me feel her love and care for me..she would do everything just to let me know how much I mean to her...she is the one and only woman in my life....

"Mama,Mama you know i love you oh you know i love you Mama..Mama you're the queen of my heart,your love is like tears from the stars..Mama i just want u to know that lovin you is like food to my soul"...

these chorus best explains how i feel for her..I love her so much more than i love myself..I could kill just for her..I wouldn't let anyone tear her down..I would still fulfill her dreams for me even if she's now in the hands of almighty god..I miss her so much..I wanna kiss and hug her..i wanna be with her..

but here's one thing dats for sure.....




I know that she's with me always because she promised me that she will guide me all the way..and I know that she'll be waiting for me there so "INA,WAIT FOR ME THERE AND SEE YOU SOON TILL WE MEET AGAIN..LUVYAH!"

wats wrong with me?!hmf!...

what's wrong with my pic?!hehe...
it's just a normal pic..isn't it?!
haaayyyy....

anu ba ang big deal d2?!tumanda itsura q?prang ewan?

d hell i care..hehe..

sbi ng isa qng kbgan "pra kang rapper na ewan"

sbi nman ng isa e "nagmukha aq 10 years older"

sbi din ng isa "nagmukha aqng tatay"

wat d f***...

anung paki nyu?!it's just a picture..i just tried being different kht sa pix man lng and it just so happened na nagustuhan q ang knalabasan...is der anything wrong wid that?!

wla na lng gud pkialaman mga tol...suportahi na lng ku..bwahahaha...

o ayan,clear na hah..

picture lng yan..e2 pa rin aq..

c SAMON G. GOGO, JR. na nklala nyu..ukie?!

hahahahahaha....................

yeeaaahh!!!

yeah,atlast e nakuha q na ang gusto ko..bwahaha..
am so hapi coz i got one last chance pra ituwid buhay q..
am so thankful sa mga tao na tumulong mgpray 4 me..hehe

unang una,sukran ged allah kc pnakinggan mu aq..

kaka ahmir,tnx kc pumayag ka...

ama,slamat kc naging open minded ka at last...

parts,sukran ahng kc u were der to comfort me wen i was so down..,hahaha

xyn,slamat sa mga advyses..it was a big help though ayw mong mnwala...hehe

leng,ket d ka nagttxt e i know gnwa mo ung favor q,,..hehehe

ja,dhl sau e nlaman q kng anu tlga gusto q..hahaha

sa lahat,mraming mraming salamat sa TULONG nyu....

yeeaaahh!!!

hahai..8s almost 2am na pro i can't sleep pa rin..klangan ko na tlga ilabas 2ng robs ku bout my father..hndi na mgnda e..mxdo na aqng nabibigatan..prang mgkka anxiety disorder na aq..huhu..pls. pray for me guys..nothing more to say...help me LORD!!